Yes, I am. I am really scared about, proceeding to year 3 and graduating,
Currently I’m utterly happy with my life, especially semester 2.

After school, having dinner with pig head. Every Tuesday and Friday we will go watch movie and shop around. I get to see her everyday; we will talk lots of rubbish.
School work is manageable and interesting. I like U theater and communication skill 2. This is the first time I like my cds. I get to work with pighead!! At the start of com skill lesson, I’m worried about my language. But after 2 weeks, I begin to enjoy it. However I would like to bring the subject purchasing and lscm over to semester 2. It will be more perfect.

Year 3, seem to be scary, heavily workload from school. Follow by SIP. Three months SIP, we got to work in a company for 3 months. I feel tiny to work in whatever company I will be assign to. Every weekday, work. Weekend, work as promoter. Everyday have to work, no time to be with pig head. Yes, I know we can meet after work, but is still different. Soon, we will have lesser time to talk, and the distance will get further. Even if it didn’t, I still miss the days I could see you everyday.

After SIP, will have to do major project. I sort of can foresee how busy we will be, so busy till we have no time to spare.

When we graduate, we will need to find a job. Recession, I really doubt I could find a job that meet my requirement. I hope to be a buyer, and one day get promoter to a manager. On the other hand, I feel like working as an air stewardess. But, my look and the fact I can’t swim force me to give up the idea. When we step into the working world, we will be busy with our work. How I wish we can work in the same company.

Work, now I really hate weekends. I hate to go courts and work. I like to have pig head with me while working. There’s no customer, no one wants to buy printer. Maybe HP printer is too good, my customer didn’t have to come back and get a second one. I feel bored at work, when the feeling get stronger, I feel like quitting. No, I can’t do that. I need my pay; my allowance alone is not enough.
Yes, sometime I will dream about, not going to work and still get my pay.

Row row row the boat.

The ship is either crashing or moving further apart. Good things doesn’t last long for me.
I still have to move on although I don’t feel good about proceeding to year 3. I hope time can move a little bit slower.
Imma cherish this coming long holiday as it is the last holiday.
Strong bunny ftw~